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Alienation Borg : Poxluğun Broken Finger Psychiatry

Distorted Realities : Through The Broken Mirror

Alienation Borg : Poxluğun Broken Finger Psychiatry

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They continued their downward spiral, endlessly regurgitating the mantra of needing effective treatment and support, within an industry that often creates problems to sell superficial solutions. The root of the distress lay buried in a childhood marked by a tyrannical father and a mother who was a psychotic food pusher. In such an environment, the struggle to find genuine healing was impossible.

The industry found convenience in blaming the children, accusing them of having poor boundaries when, in reality, they never stood a chance. How can children construct boundaries when they're raised by bulldozers? The odds are stacked against you. The notion of winning, doesn't even get to exist as a remote possibility. The only thing that could halt these emotional bulldozers, is the scrutiny of outsiders who had more power than them--| something typically silenced by grandparents or in-laws who maintain the status quo.

They incessantly criticised your inability to say «NO», oblivious to the fact that those kind of bulldozers were incapable of understanding anything beyond their own will. Children were prescribed pills that barely functioned like true narcotics, all under the guise of waiting for relief that never came--| 6 to 8 weeks, they always said, no more - no less. It was no different to the lobotomies of compliance, in the name of, «Be nice & do what your bulldozer says!».

The unspoken truth was that these sessions, which cost $360 AUD an hour, only served to reflect the family’s dysfunction back at them, conveniently billed to Medicare. As the session neared its end, the therapist’s tentative glance at their watch, signalled the abrupt conclusion of conversations that never truly began--| conversations lost in the social portals of schools & homes that needed walls.

This was the beginning of being able to finally catch the groove of the rhythm. It obvsiously required a number of practise runs, to set aside the distractions caused by syncopations VS learning how to co-ordinate together with them. It was a valuable exercise, to get acquainted with the kind of language muscles that were required for pacing.

This experience was similar to being a 4-legged newborn creature, unstable on it's legs at first - but not requiring a short eternity to learn how to walk. It was also similar, to never learning how to ride a bike, but trying to fumble on one for the first time in your 20s. 

 

TRANSCRIPT:

aptal guru ayna lazım ol'duğunu gәrәk dә'di.
the stupid guru did say it needed a mirror.

saklan'ılmış kəndi'likliğin hak'qında, postuwl'yaɉıyalağuw
postulating about some hidden authentic self,

sade'ɉe insan-ol'arak-kim'i dam'ğasını vur'dular.
which they kept branding as only-human.

kendi'lәrini ön'emseme ve saygı duy'ma sez'imi,
their sense of self-mattering and esteem,

bir kuruş sağ'ma yeten'eklәrine bağ'lıydı,
was dependent on their ability to milk a dime,

çek'iɉi çarpık ϸoz'ulanmış akraba'lık tuzak'lârla
through webs of distorted kinship traps

patolojik tanı'mlârdan ol'uşanla bir labirent'in işç'inde,
inside a labyrinth of pathological definitions,

ver'imsiz psikopat boş-boğaz'lıq,
counterproductive psycho babble,

çık'ânmaz psi'kiyatristlәr yaz'ıldılâr,
was written by dead-end psychiatrists,

tedavi işç'in hiç aç'ık büfe teklif'i et'međәn
who offered no buffet when it came to treatment.

bir-ara'da-hәr'kesi-tedavi'lađân harika hap'lârları ilә.
with their cures-all-at-once wonder pills.

hәr tür'lü tâmir imkân'ı,
possibility for any form of repair,

kir'lәndi ve kap'anđı.
was contaminated & foreclosed.

 

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~ Freud & Jung'un poxluk devamı. Esas saldıran düzgünməsi.

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